5 grating tracks of shrill unrelenting feedback loops, coarse rumbling undertones, and corrupted live sampling comprise this offering of depressive harsh electronics from Jeffy Hardman aka Body Inflation Sequence.
40+ minute runtime. Recorded Summer of 2015 in Austin TX.
"Egocide is about death. And that’s why it is an alternative to suicide. When in a depression, there is no future and no past. Time doesn’t move. Therefore, nothing changes. I can’t envision a time when I wont be depressed. I can’t remember a time when I wasn’t depressed. All I have is this moment. This overwhelming, oppressive moment. But things must change because they are intolerable as they are. If things can’t change with time then death is the only answer. Death is the only way to make things change. Something must die. If not the body then, perhaps, the ego can be a surrogate." - Egocide and Suicide
When the human mind goes through full ego death, the veil is lifted and the game ceases. We are so far removed from the casuality of human interaction that our true selves pierce the mask of personality. Here we are free of the inhibited persona and become all-too-aware of the hilarity of our existence, and the spiraling immensity of infinity.